How do we know if we have a secure relationship with God? Should we feel his holy spirit with us each day? I often wonder if I have a relationship with God and how strong is that relationship. I want to have a relationship with God, but a lot of times I don’t feel his presence around me. I ask the question what must I do to be saved? I know I have to spend time with him, study the word, and ask him to save me, but there must be more? Somehow I have to find out what it is that will help me get closer to God. I feel like my life isn’t what it should be, but then again what is my life supposed to be? Trying to find out what your life’s purpose is, is a journey that can last a long time. I want to start a prayer journal and use that to start a new journey to finding myself and my relationship with God.